I love food, that is all.
I don’t think that iv ever been this happy, I’m so thankful that I’m finally in a good place with myself and the people around me. It took some time to get here but I’m here. I know I wouldn’t be where I am today with out my friends they are my go to people for everything they listen to all my bullshit when I’m pissed. Listen to all my funny stories, and make me laugh when I am sad. I know I can call them whenever and they are always there. Joe you are my rock and your most deffy my ride or die bitch we will one day take bath salts together haha And Jenny I’m so glad I met you I feel like we are a party and have the most fun and make the best with whatever we do. Selina we’ve been friends since 7th grade and I’m so glad we are finally hanging out again it feels like no time has passed and I love reminiscing and laughing about the stupid shit we would do. As for mindy your just crazy and I love it. I love having a small right group of friends then a bunch of random ones that I’m not even close with. This year I took everything negative that I felt I had in my life and fixed them to make me a better person. Depression is a big thing and you need positive r to get out of it thankfully I did without the help of meds. I’m so happy with all the little things that iv overcame this year it’s crazy. I thought that seeing you all the time would drive me crazy and now I’m actually happy to see you I like seeing you happy you’ve always been happy an I envied that so much because I wanted that and freedom so bad and I never gave that to myself and now I understand I had it all along just never gave myself the chance or stood up or the things I wanted in life. Moving on was hard but so doable. Because of YOU I feel That you helped me realize all the wrong things that I was doing in my life and letting go was the best right decision that could have ever been done, I feel like a new person without the shitty flaws I’m no where close to perfect but I feel like I am so much better then I once was.
Was such a good night, I felt like the old me. I forget how much fun it is to go out and have a good time, drink, dance, and be with good/fun people. I can’t even wait to do it again. I shopped the past two days getting Disneyland shirts and making shorts. I have a feeling that this is going to be a trip that I WON’T ever forget. So looking forward to it!
Even though it was pouring rain the beach is absolutely beautiful, I’m having a great time like always I live the smell of our sandlewood hand soap, mango tango shampoo, and it’s about time they have a kureg in hotel rooms. I can’t wait for tomorrow brings. I love my family! And even I fight with you all the time at the end of the day I still love you with a smirk on my face ❤